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Thursday, February 6th, 2003
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8:28 pm - My Past...
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I do not appreciate the comments recently posted on this livejournal. Not only were they slanderous, but they were undeserved and I will not stoop down to that low of a level just to comment on it. However, I do have a few things that need to be said:
Thank you, Jenni. You are a true friend to me, something that I have very few of. I appreciate you defending me while my computer was in peices, preventing me to be here myself.
The truth of the matter is the whole time I've been the one trying to stop the fighting. Truthfully, from my heart, I've tried to get "Bruno", whom we all know now is AJ, to stop playing, to stop the namecalling, to stop it all. I've behaved. But I see Guilt by Assosiation applies not only to criminal act but to petty namecalling. Since I'm so "pathetic", I give up. My friends know my email. They can mail me. But this, this LiveJournal, it's all overwith. I'm done.
That's all I have to say.
Forever and Always,
Darcy Fairchild
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Friday, December 20th, 2002
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3:38 pm - A new carol for your enjoyment
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Angels we have heard get high
Smoking doobies in the sky
Jesus says pot makes you strong
Thats great now hand me the bong
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
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2:46 pm - Sickness will surely take the mind where minds don't usually go!
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AH! We're off school again! (which is a good thing, except for the ice. It is making trees fall and this one outside of our window is creeping curiously closer to my house!) I finished typing the story and I've filled out the copyright papers. Did you all know that it's thirty bucks just to get it copyrighted? JEEZIE Petes! Anyway, that's all done, except now I don't know what to write. I've known these characters for forever and now I don't have anything to write about! Errg. I've gotta think something up before I kill someone. But I do love being home. ^_^ Well, except there was an important test I was schedualed to take today and I didn't get to do it! -_- Everytime I go to take this test something happens. Last time, no ID, this time, ICE! AHH! Oh well. Signing off! Darcy
current mood:  artistic
current music: TV noise
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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10:26 pm - BTW
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10:02 pm - The Weight of Newly Grown Fangs.......
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Just read the fourth novel in the Vampire Diaries in less than two hours. Wasn't as good, I think, as the third and the second, but it was still good. It left me feeling a little ripped off because I read the description on the back and got something TOTALLY different from it than when I read the book. You know? Like it was supposed to be something that it wasn't? Not like it was a horrible book, although I could've liked another chapter or two about Elena and the end. I like reading about things like that. (Won't spoil it). So thats three books in that quartet in nine hours? (Timed it) I do reccomend them for you all. They are good. But I started on the second, I haven't read any of the others yet, which it how I accidentally started The Dark Is Rising Sequence. (On the second) You guys can't, but I've been looking at some of my other dark and demonic posts from the past (i.e. "A taste of salt and the feeling of teeth at your throat"). Yeah, because of those books, not to mention the one I'm trying with, I've been feeling dark and evil lately. Just like I felt last year, which I haven't felt since last year. Someone could take this wrong -The Diary of Psycho Killer- but it's not that. Just someone who wants to know... Is there Anyone Out there who feels like this too?
current mood:  restless
current music: Nickelback
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~dark silver roses~
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| Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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11:16 pm - Gotta love me
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Friend likes guy. Guy burned me in past. Guy is dick. Warned friend. Friend is tracted to dicks. Warned friend. I was warned about current boyfriend, didn't listened, burned repeatedly before being asked out. Okay, so I can't hate her. I was warned about Bruno many times, and many times he did hurt me, but now it's awesome because we are in a totally loving relationship going on for the past ten months. But I know the guy that this chick has a thing for. He is such a dickhead, such a complete asshole. I really don't want to see her hurt. I know she can take care of herself, but sometimes she's ditsy. I feel horrible about it.
I just don't think it's a good idea. She just got burned by someone else a little bit back, and the guy she's lookin at now is exactly like him. I don't know.
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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8:39 pm - Let it snow....
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No school tomorrow either. We had a party about that. Been watching the weather channel all of today. Says where Jen is is out of power and such due to lots of weather-related stuff. I'm worried because I don't want her to FREEZE to death or anything. So, I hope Jen is doing all right.
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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8:32 pm - Let it snow....
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No school tomorrow either. We had a party about that. Been watching the weather channel all of today. Says where Jen is is out of power and such due to lots of weather-related stuff. I'm worried because I don't want her to FREEZE to death or anything. So, I hope Jen is doing all right.
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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2:48 pm - One of the best books I've read in a long time.....
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My mom had to go to the library yesterday to enlarge a pattern, so being the considerate person that I am, I went along to keep her company. Also, I really didn't want to stay in the same house as my Dad. Anyway, I was looking at the books for sale rack and found The Vampire Diaries II: The Struggle. I wanted something to read, so I got it. Well I started reading as soon as I got home. I couldn't put it DOWN!!!!! So I'm on Barnes and Noble right now trying to order the last two in the series (now that I've read the second I'm not truly interested in the first). EVERYONE READ THESE BOOKS! They are by an author named L.J. Smith. They're wonderful! And one more bit of interesting news- I've written an entire book, beginning to end. At the moment, I'm revising it, and them some of my friends would like to revise it (or at least read it!). So I'm really gonna do it- I'm really going to send it in to a publisher. It'll probably get rejected, but thats ok. I'll have at least tried, right? So I'm totally excited. It's called Dark Silver Blood at the moment, and it's about a tavern (and I had that idea before I read Anne Rice and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes) of vampires. So It's taken me three (four or five) years, but it's written. Pat me on the Back!!! And for the Collinwood Kids, guess who makes a few appearances in it? Quinten Silver, the original werewolf of my late RPG!!!!
current mood: artistic
current music: The Producers Soundtrack
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~dark silver roses~
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2:40 pm - One of the best books I've read in a long time.....
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My mom had to go to the library yesterday to enlarge a pattern, so being the considerate person that I am, I went along to keep her company. Also, I really didn't want to stay in the same house as my Dad. Anyway, I was looking at the books for sale rack and found The Vampire Diaries II: The Struggle. I wanted something to read, so I got it. Well I started reading as soon as I got home. I couldn't put it DOWN!!!!! So I'm on Barnes and Noble right now trying to order the last two in the series (now that I've read the second I'm not truly interested in the first). EVERYONE READ THESE BOOKS! They are by an author named L.J. Smith. They're wonderful! And one more bit of interesting news- I've written an entire book, beginning to end. At the moment, I'm revising it, and them some of my friends would like to revise it (or at least read it!). So I'm really gonna do it- I'm really going to send it in to a publisher. It'll probably get rejected, but thats ok. I'll have at least tried, right? So I'm totally excited. It's called Dark Silver Blood at the moment, and it's about a tavern (and I had that idea before I read Anne Rice and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes) of vampires. So It's taken me three (four or five) years, but it's written. Pat me on the Back!!! And for the Collinwood Kids, guess who makes a few appearances in it? Quinten Silver, the original werewolf of my late RPG!!!!
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~dark silver roses~
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| Saturday, November 30th, 2002
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4:42 pm - Ven ya got it, flownt it!
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Okay, so i didn't screw up that bad, but I did kind of screw up the play. ONly a few lines, I suppose, but I'm still beating myself over it. I mean- I knew the lines, you know? There was no reason for me to blank, and I'd been doing this forever and I don't think I've ever blanked before! Anyway, I blanked on a few of my lines... in a row. La La La. Thanksgiving had it's ups and it's way way downs, but I managed through another holiday. God, I can't even begin to imagine what Christmas is going to be like. It did snow (if you call that pathetic melt in an hour blanket of crap snow) the day before the holiday, but it wasn't much. I hope it snows on Christmas. I've always wanted a white Christmas. ::dreamy sigh:: Tired. Tired, very tired. And only going to get more tired. -_- zzzzzzzz
current mood:  blank
current music: the Producers Soundtrack -which I went to NY to see, BTW
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
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5:17 pm - Beware of the Queen of Spades, her black widow's curse will find you yet.
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Beware of the Queen of Spades,
Her black widow's curse will find you yet
Beware of a love that you will regret
A Love that means only your death. -STYX Last week of rehersals, which is good. Mountain calls it "critical rehersals" and I call it brutal rehersals. We're going to be there from five till ten tomorrow night, and they'll probably stay there later because if we're not done at ten I'm gone. I'm outta there. I got some compliments today from my schoolmates on my preformance, gotta tweak it. Mountain yelled at my adding lines in front of the students watching our all day in school rehersal. ::growls under breath:: But it wasn't so bad because I didn't have to go to class today. If only everyday were that easy. I've got a lot of news... ::sigh:: I think I'm horrible. Jen says I'm not. Clair says I'm not. Iris says I'm not. But have they ever heard some of the things I think sometimes? Nope. I think awful things, horrible things. Weeza needs Bruno to give her a ride friday..I think I need Bruno to give me a ride saturday. Yeah. Moving on... Weeze Iris and I are going shopping all day monday. Hopefully I find some good discounts. I need to buy Christmas presents for everyone. Making them sucks cause I've got no time. (This is due to those godforsaken rehersals.) I hate school. I hate people. I don't ever want to be there again but I manage to drag myself up everymorning to suffer through it and then I drag myself back home to bed. I hate my life. I hate myself. I really hate everything. I don't really want to be around anyone- my friends, family. Nope, I don't want to see them. I just want to sleep for a thousand years. I'm so tired. So very tired.
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Saturday, November 16th, 2002
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10:49 pm - Live for Today......
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To Jen- Honey, my email isn't working and I see dreambook is bitching off too, so I'm just here to say (since I can't call or mail you) that you've been a great friend to me and I'm sorry I've been to busy lately and I'm here for you whenever you need me. OK? YOU do know my number and I want you to know that you can call it whenever, okies? I'm so so so so so so so sorry that this had to happen, to such nice people. Remember one thing though, hon. At least you got to see him that one last time. Many people don't even get that. My mom had a close encounter with death today. A ladder fell off of a truck and had it not been raining (so she was going slow) and if she'd been doing the speed limit she'd have died. The ladder would've gone through her windshield. The following, a song I wanted to tell you about. So here, Jenny-doll, this one is for you: "live today"- Five point plan
listen to the people who've come before you
learn from their mistakes, let me implore you
'cause if we don't learn from times gone by
then we're destined to repeat them 'til the day we die
it's all about finding what we're here to do
live for your love, and to yourself be true
'cause one of these days it'll all go away
and there's only one thing you've gotta do: live today
we've got so much to give
and only a short time to live
make the world give you what you need,
a sure-fire way to get yourself freed
don't let nobody speak your mind
you've only gotta look and you'll find that
if you make the best of what you've got
you'll never ever miss what you have not, just
live today, yeah you gotta live today
you better find your way in the world today
and there's only one thing you gotta do (and that's)
live today
so many people fill your mind with falsehoods
professing themselves to be cultural Robin Hoods
giving to the rich what they take from the poor
holding out their hands while they push you out the door
it's all about finding what we're here to do
live for your love, and to yourself be true
'cause one of these days it'll all go away
and that's the one reason why you have got to
(chorus)
so just take some time
find some peace of mind
open your eyes and see
everything that you're meant to be
and don't forget to live today
current mood:  sympathetic
current music: Five Point Plan- Live Today
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Friday, November 8th, 2002
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4:00 pm - Below-
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I wrote them. Course, I figured you all were intelligent enough to figure it out because it's in MY livejournal, but you know- just in case, there you are.
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rose ~ dark silver roses~
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| Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
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4:29 pm - -_-
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Read the poems of my soul
hear the rhyms inside my heart
pour my tears into a bowl
hear the thoughts, both sweet and tart
Let me answer with thing I know
tell me thoughts, let it flow
keep me here in this place
let me hold you, touch my face
Forever here, forever mine
our love will defy time
don't leave me, don't you go
stay here with me, make it so
may I remember this forever
and hope the memory stays forever
one will go and one will stay
take my heart, keep me this way.
current mood:  cold
current music: Supra-Argo (Grey'd)
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rose ~ dark silver roses~
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| Monday, November 4th, 2002
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9:46 pm - Your eyes never change....
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Sew Sew Sew Sew.... I was sick today. Chest pains, très mal. I don't know what it is but it's bad. So, since I couldn't do anything, I made skirts! Well, two- a velvet black one with silver spider webs and a pink and blue plaid one. I also fixed up a pink velour sweatshirt and made a leather-y pink belt. So tired, don't feel well at all..... -_- I hate this chest pain. It hurts, sometimes like Hell and sometimes just a little bit, but it still hurts. Like someone stabbing at my heart. I have no idea what it is.
current mood: creative
current music: Supra-Argo, song= Grey'd
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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| Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
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4:14 pm - Mmmmmm Pippin
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| Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002
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3:02 pm - It's been a long time, old friend.
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Yes. Yes. I'm thinking on starting a zine, but I really have nothing to rant and rave about. Other than stuff. I've got a little comic character whose name is Jill and I think she'll be appearing in it. It's going to be called Preaching To Angels. First Issue- Offbeat Hearts. How kewl, right? GTG. See YA!
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~dark silver roses~
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| Monday, October 14th, 2002
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3:54 pm - They think that love is just a growing pain....
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Grease is the word! I haven't made anything in a long time... :( I really ought to. I miss wearing things that I've made. It's all cute and someone tells you they love it. ^_^ Makes me happy. I had to leave school today- sick- which proved to be a good thing because I got to go to Park City Mall for lunch. I had Long John Silvers and got chocolate..then felt sick again but it's ok. I gtg, I feel inspired. Bonjour, you all!
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rose ~ dark silver roses~
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| Thursday, October 10th, 2002
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4:49 pm - Hell can't hit me now!
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Well- has been a bit better. THe rehersal for Arsenic and Old Lace is going really well. I love my part. I'm so fucking tired. No matter what I do, no matter how early I get to sleep I cannot catch up! I'm just always tired! What is up with that? My head and neck hurt really bad. I think it's my mattress but I don't know. It hurts. Umm... I'm really a little afraid of myself right now. Not of myself, but I'm changing in so many ways (and I mean many ways) and wanting to do things with certain people that I've never wanted to do, not to mention feeling a little lonely still, and I just don't know. I don't know.
current mood:  apathetic
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roses ~ dark silver roses~
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